Before I was born I did not know Him. As a young child my parents took me to a place that they talked about Him. I saw a movie that showed the greatness about Him. As a little boy I wanted to talk to Him. I was curious about Him.
As time went on and I became more involved with school and other kids I slowly forgot about Him. I focused my attention to being a part of the in crowds in the neighborhood and school. The ‘want and desire‘ was redirected into being accepted by people.
The different attempts to be accepted and fit into these groups failed miserably. Changing my personality, my speech, and my actions still did not get me on the inside of the groups. Life became a horrible roller coaster ride with seemingly more downs than ups.
After trying all kinds of different things to fit in, belong, and be loved for me just being me failed. I heard Him inside my young adult mind. “You have tried everything else, try me.” This was the day I started looking back to Him. I knew He was right and I should be give Him a chance – us a chance.
I knew deep down that “I Love Him“. The whole idea of Him and the things He did with other people was amazing to me. I wanted to truly know Him myself (key word: myself). I wanted that personal inner group relationship with Him without the interference of other people.
People had failed me over and over to the place I no longer believed in people. I developed a hatred in my heart towards people. I found people to be no matter whether in school, attends a church, or out in the general world they were not to be trusted with my soul, the real who I am.
I said to myself and to Him, “Okay, I will give you a try“. The conditions I made inside my mind and heart was an upfront with no holding back questions and feelings. I wanted raw truth with no twisted good sounding pieced together lies or I am out closing all doors to all things living a life to myself doing my own thing.
The first thing I wanted to do about Him was learn more about how He thinks. I started reading His biography. I was amazed at the things He had created. He simply wanted a place that had no evil, a peaceful surroundings of running rivers, warm sunlight, tranquil nights, and good fellowship without any hang ups in the relationship.
REALATOR
His personal idea and thought of such a place added to why “I Love Him“. I would love to have a place where there was no evil intentions hiding behind a smiling face of lies. The thought of a home near the sound of running rivers, warm sunshine rising and setting behind the mountains with fruit trees and a blessed soil for the best garden a person could ever want is an ideal place during these crazy times and crazy people.
After looking at what He wanted and mankind messed it up with the choice of evil selfishness intent. I started asking questions of all kinds from general to very private subjects. I learned to be patient waiting on His answers. When the answers would come I knew this is why “I Love Him“. He was giving my mind a balance of pure wisdom.
DIFFERENT THINKING
I found Him to be particular in His thoughts and ways. I judged His way of thinking and the afterward results to be good, blessed, and without evil intentions. Terrible things happened to Him throughout His life working mankind. His frustration, anger, and jealousy with trying to fit into mankind’s life was astonishing.
He was trying to do what I was trying to do. I wanted to fit in, be myself, be accepted, to belong, and be a part of people’s lives. In the beginning, He wanted to fit into the fellowship of the two people, be Himself, and be accepted that He gave His created land to, but they rejected Him.
“I Love Him” more and more seeing Him with clear understanding of what He went through for us all. Reading His biography and talking to Him my walls of distrust and pad locked doors started to come down block by block and door by door opening to Him. “I Love Him” because I could start trusting and believing again.
SECOND CHANCE
In His biography mankind betrayed Him and went against His trusted word. I know the feeling of betrayal and not trusted. I actually became a betraying and not a trusted person for revenge against those who did it to me. A very ugly and evil way to live.
I read His biography where He left His Creator status and came among us as a fellow man. He still wanted the fellowship and acceptance of being Himself with us. If you read about Him he did all kinds of the wonderful things and there were people who hated him and wanted to be rid of him – crazy.
He tried for about three and half years going around spreading His thoughts and ways, which produced good results and blessed lives. People rejected Him, planned against Him, came up with lies so they could get rid of him from the earth.
I could relate in a much smaller way the rejection, the lying, and the planning of exclusion from the group. I am sure you have felt the no one really listens to what you say and the truth you speak is something they do not want to hear or face. They executed him based on lies and because He did not go along with their narrative – sounds familiar.
After they killed him they missed one thing that the body was holding inside itself the Creator that cannot be killed. In His biography the body they killed He created was for the sole purpose of a second chance to those who choose Him could have fellowship with him once again. The body was the way, the source of truth, and the life back to Himself.
He was paying our sin debt price of the betrayal and rejection of His trusted word through that body they ignorantly killed. In His biography He brought back that body from the grave after three days for the sole living purpose as a doorway back into His fellowship and His world.
“I Love Him” because He never gave up on us. He loves us even in our selfish narrow minded ways in the hopes we will wake up to Him. He is rock solid to who He is and He does not reject truth. No matter what the world calls misfits, deplorables, and sinners.
In His biography His Spirit waited while the body he created died, was buried, and resurrected by His Spirit taking our place to provide a way for us to avoid eternal death, hell, and the grave. “I Love Him” because He loves us with an amazing love beyond all understanding and more than we deserve.
PEOPLE CHALLENGE
As people started to find out I was reading His biography and looking in His direction for advice they started inserting their ideas about Him. Little did they know, I no longer trusted mankind and the ideas that were presented. If it did not match His biography or they twisted it into their own beliefs it would go in one ear and out the other.
People would say He is like this and like that, He wants you to do this and that, He thinks like this and that all the while they are speaking for Him from their personal ideas without weighing their words against what is written in His biography.
I had not totally cut off people, but I did cut off completely believing every word they said until I could find it in context and without contradiction in His biography. My trust was developing in Him and mankind was still struggling to give pure truth.
I KNOW HIM
One day a man told me something from His biography that people do today that they ‘did not do‘ in the biography. I patiently listened, but did not believe his words on face value. He said, “No one was ever baptized in the Father, Son, and the Holy Ghost.” This was what the group of people I grew up with teaching from His biography to do as a public profession of your faith in Him. I had to find out what He had to say about it in His biography.
I did not believe him. I went home and studied for the next several days. I found no record in His biography of anyone being baptized in the Father, Son, and the Holy Ghost. He told me “they only baptized in Jesus name“. Now, wait a minute. You are talking about the one I love. I had to know.
“I Love Him” beyond people’s opinions. I found all kinds of records in His biography of people being baptized in Jesus name for the purpose of washing away sins and not for the purpose of public profession using the Father, Son, and the Holy Ghost. Some people are more comfortable with these than saying in Jesus name.
Now, I have a choice. Do I follow His biography directly or do I stay with the people who do differently from His biography? I was at a cross road of how much do I love Him, believe His biography or the words of mankind’s traditions. Sorry, but the choices of mankind has never fully got things right, including me until I started trusting Him.
I decided “I Love Him” as the Father of Creation and “I Love Him” as the Son of Redemption. I told the man that I wanted to be baptized in Jesus name just like everyone in His biography for the washing away of all my sins.
There is a great benefit of waiting on Him to explain things in His biography. The second chance and redemption comes from the innocent blood in the body of Jesus He created. The “Father” was the Spirit inside the body of Jesus and His Spirit cannot be killed or has blood. There is no blood or capableness of death to His Spirit, but the body of Jesus had blood and could die. Hence, the blood of forgiveness is inside the name of Jesus.
The “Holy Ghost” is the indwelling Spirit of making us alive and fellowship of promise from Him. Again, the Spirit of God does not have blood or the ability for anything to Kill His Spirit, but the body of Jesus had blood, could die, and be resurrected by the Spirit as a doorway for us to enter in through water baptism and Spirit infilling through Jesus name (Biography note: Acts 2:38, The Bible).
“I Love Him” Him as the Father of creation. “I Love Him” Him for coming to us as the Son for redemption. “I Love Him” Him as the Holy Ghost for fellowship, guidance, and restoration today.
PERILOUS TIMES
You can longer believe mankind. Don’t believe me, research it yourself. Use all the search engines to see if anyone was baptized in the Father, Son, and the Holy Ghost, but be careful of some of the altered translations of the Bible.
You will find mankind telling you those are the names of Jesus. Common sense and the Bible tells you different from mankind. Father is a “title” to a position of a birth parent, but “not a name”. Son is a “title” to a position of the gender birth. Holy Ghost is a “title” to a Spirit that is alive making your spirit alive to God once again. Could you sign a check Father or Son in place of your name?
Jesus is the name God gave to the man He created in His authority as the Father of Creation. The name He wanted the death, burial, and resurrection to be bottled inside with the blood of forgiveness allowing His pure Holy Spirit to once again be with mankind and inside mankind.
Who or what do you love more than Him? Do you really trust a man or a woman over God Himself and His Word? If a man or a woman speaks for God does their words match perfectly with what is written in God’s word? Have you even checked thoroughly that it matches yourself? The whole fall of mankind was based on the twisted words of God.
The “he said” and the “she said” will not get you a pass into heaven for it is directly between you and God. Only one has all authority given to Him whereby we must be saved. I hope you will seek the truth and the way of God more perfectly. You will never be the same.