I Found Myself

“I Found Myself” sounds funny to me because “how can you be lost from yourself?” The thought makes me laugh, but the truth is we all ask the question “Who am I“. I did go through the years of asking the questions “Who am I“, “Why am I here“, and “What is my purpose“. Finding the core of who you are is one of the toughest things to truly find with clear understanding, but it is absolutely crucial to living this life. The journey of finding yourself involves listening to what you think, say, and do as though you are … Continue reading I Found Myself

Fighting Myself

Have you ever found yourself wondering “why did I say that“, “why did I do that“, or “what was I thinking“? It is a moment when you realize there is something else going on here. You say to yourself, “I would normally never say or do that“. It is a frozen moment of time in your mind processing “what just happened“? I don’t know if you have had this experience with getting angry or not. It could be from some other emotion you have experienced. For many years I would easily get angry saying and doing things I would later … Continue reading Fighting Myself

Just For You

This evening I felt the Lord taking me back to the woman that broke the letter of the law by committing adultery and was sitting between a wall of men with rocks in their hands ready to stone her to death and on the other side one man left with the final word of her judgment. I see the woman in her village with all the people knowing her life style. When she walks down the street all the eyes look upon her with shame. She enters the store for supplies and she can feel the air is filled with … Continue reading Just For You

Between Death and Life

Every day we all find ourselves between things. We are in the middle ofchoosing this one or that one. We are always between choices. You and I are always in the middle of something whether we are aware of it or not. As a child you had to make choices. Some choices were fun and some were no fun at all. Parent(s), siblings, neighbors, teachers, coaches, relatives, and many others put you in a place between choices. The sad part about choices is once you have decided the results could be bad and you had to find out the hard … Continue reading Between Death and Life

Your Blueprint

You have a blueprint from God. He has a hope and a desire personally for you. He has given you the power to be your own master builder making the decisions for the life you want to build. You are your own builder constructing your life using the material He has given you. You have your heart, mind, soul and body as the material He has given you to work with. What have you done with the material God has given you? It is all about what we have done with God’s material. Jn. 1:1 “In the beginning was the … Continue reading Your Blueprint

Unseen Loneliness

“Unseen Loneliness” connects with the statement when a blind person says, “I see“. It is not the ability to see with your physical eyes, but with your eyes of understanding and perception. We see the outside of people everyday, but we have no clue what is going on in the inside with their spirit. Hollywood does NOT have the best actors. Some pass by you everyday and possibly even yourself. Loneliness sneaks up on a person from different sides. You unexpectedly have a thought of “I don’t really have someone I can truly trust with my inner feelings without the … Continue reading Unseen Loneliness

Judge and Criminal Switch

There is a parallel of two important court rooms in the Bible that will amaze you. There was the court room with God being the judge, jury, and executioner for mankind and the devil in the beginning. Then there was the court room with mankind and the devil being the judge, jury, and executioners for God mid way of history. In the beginning mankind only had ONE LAW to worry about. It was NOT a law of having other gods before Him, making idols to worship, taking God’s name in vain, remembering the Sabbath, committing murder, committing adultery, stealing, being … Continue reading Judge and Criminal Switch