Month: August 2018

The little child looks up to see an ice cream cone with three scoops of ice cream, his eyes begin to sparkle as his mind fills with dancing thoughts of expectations. In his little mind that ice cream filled cone is already his to enjoy, but as always in this world something is nearby to steal away what you thought was really yours. A brother or sister comes running up and takes away the ice cream leaving nothing behind, but the starving, water filling little eyes, and empty heart for that something they thought was really real for them.

The neighborhood kid comes by asking you to come out and lets go have some fun. The young boy’s face lights up because someone wants to play with him. The loneliness quickly disappears with this real invitation of someone really wants to be with him. He talks the young boy into climbing into an old building through a passage no adults could get through. The young boy sees one of his girl classmates already there as he hears the older neighborhood kid say, “I told you he would come.” Slowly the reality sinks in that the older neighborhood kid used him to lure his female classmate into that old building. The happy face on the young boy quickly fades into a cold truth of being used and not really wanted by someone. His sadness was so great he totally missed that the young girl was there because she was told he would be there.

As the little boy grows older and the little girl grows older the hunger deep inside of their bodies longs for things to be real without deception, using, and lies. This starvation is only as deep as the false things you have faced in this life. If you have not suffered much then your depth is little. If you have suffered much then your depth is deep. It is the same if you have not had to go without food then starving is only as deep as the time you went without.

Some have lived an adult’s lifetime at a young age. People only see the outward face and body missing the starving for something to be real behind those unrevealing eyes. The little child aging into the young boy starts storing inside these deceptions and coldly being used. The “grow up“, “get over it“, and “tough…” statements only add to the heaviness longing for something real.

Without the real in our lives we choose some regrettable things. We take on the attitude of causing others sorrow from the memory of being that little child.  We become like the neighbor kid passing on the deception and using others. Revenge fills our hearts adding to the world more lies and deceptions pushing the real farther away. We do things making our little boy and little girl’s pure voice shut up ignoring the real innocents of life while we walk along destroying others.

If the day ever comes that the real visits your mind it is only then your eyes open to all the people behind you that you hurt and you inflicted things that will never leave their minds and hearts. When that day comes the starvation for the real awakens the second chance to be that little boy or little girl again, but armed with battle scars of wisdom laying down a foundation of understanding to fight for the real if you should so choose it. In this road you travel the real shows you another way to go. With these two roads before you one with the real and the other with the false games of this world what is your choice?

Being adults now with no longer a blank slate as a baby, but full of the things this world has dished out to you is a chance to join the journey of finding the real satisfying the starvation in your spirit. It is a journey because finding the real is one of the hardest things to sift away from the false and the fake. Everywhere you go the facade and outward appearances hide the intents of their hearts and the discerning of their thoughts.

The beauty of the real is when you encounter it no matter how far you go the realness remains the same. We all have come across what we thought was the real thing, but the further we went the more doubts and questions grew. The real is the truth and nothing, but the truth. It has nothing to hide.

If it is real there should be no fear of questions or avoidance. If it is real there will be a liberty, a freedom, if you will, beyond words of this world. If it is real it will be the same yesterday, today, and forever because what is a secret will be made manifest and what is hidden will be made known to all. The light will shine upon the dark. Real is what is still standing after the fire burns down the fake.

People have allowed their fleshly bodies to turn themselves into loving only themselves above others raising the fake to this is my world and you live in it. Some have focused their using of others for the deception of the power of money completes them. Again, increasing the distance between what is real and what is temporary. They have inflicted their bragging; boasting their pride adding another layer of abuse against what is really real.

We are being bombarded by things that tells us it is alright to go against your parents, people owe you, the good is bad and the bad is good, what’s love got to do with it, you don’t need to forgive, it is alright to spread lies, no reason to hold back, violence is the answer, it is better to do the wrong, and there is nothing wrong with satisfying your personal pleasures than being lovers of the real. In all of these I have seen the people with outward appearances of a form of looking right, but underneath they desire to deny the real.

They will worm their way into your life with words of trickery gaining control playing upon your gullibleness all the while they are loaded down with their own darkness persuaded by evil desires. Without the real in their life there is no awakening and their learning has the appearance of continuing, but their knowledge never comes to see the real.

Are you ready to start searching for the real? Do you know where to look? What is the real to you? In my encounters the real is beyond us all. It is not in our best friends because they will let you down. It is not in your girlfriend/boyfriend because they will disappoint you. The real is solid and does not break down.

You can try to change your way of speaking, but that will not get you into a real relationship. You can change the clothes you wear, but that will not get the real looking your way. You cannot laugh when others laugh to bring the real into your life. This is all putting on a front trying to bring into your life what you think is real.

None of us will be fast enough, strong enough, wise enough, smart enough, educated enough to be accepted by this world’s ideal of what is real. The real is not in man or a woman. Real is past all of us.

I found the real to be outside of people, places, and things. When the real visits your mind it is only then your eyes open to all things. It is in that moment that it seems like you are stepping outside yourself to see a person filled with the lies and deceptions like the rest of the world. You are seeing the wrong covering up as best as it can the real life you should be living.

Let the starvation for the real get a hold of your heart and light the fire of the pure little boy or little girl live again inside the real. If you are experiencing an awakening then the time is now on your road of life to make this chance happen bringing the change you so desperately desire.

I found the real past the guys of lies, past the traps of girls, past the deceiving pleasures of temporary fixes, and the falling apart objects of this world. The Real is that invisible presence that you feel watching over you with a atmosphere of a warm love. His Spirit calls out to you saying, “You have tried everything else why not try Me?”

The Real presence of God wants to be accepted as your roommate for life inside your fleshly apartment where the real you lives. Real life is having His real Spirit living with your real spirit and not the outward appearances of fleshly lies. He has made a promise to fill you with His real Spirit (Acts 2:39) if you are willing to turn your back on the fleshly lies of this world taking on His name (Jesus) in water baptism washing away your own lies and sins.

I found the real that is not afraid to face my questions of life. I found the real that will not back-stab me with lies to others when I am not around. I found the real that will not use me and forsake me after it is finished with me. I found the real who will accept me as I am and patiently work with me every day. I found the real that I can talk to anytime and He will not turn His back on me. He tells me the real truth about myself, others, and Himself. It is more than a 360 degree of realness. He has an unlimited dimension of reality He loves to share.

How tired are you of the games, the lies, the using, the abusing, and the what seems to be no end of false fronts? Where are the real? God is real in our yesterdays, our todays, and will be in our future days if we will accept Him.

Let the little boy and the little girl inside your older body release their trust and faith once again in the direction of the ‘never will let you down’ real Spirit of God. You will never be the same. I am a new…what about you?

The very first words God wanted recorded were “In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.” It is a really wonderful to look into His spiritual world and try to imagine what His side was like before all the physical things we know came into being.

I have read this quickly focusing on “… God created the heavens and the earth.” In my imagination I would continue going forward in His word seeing the sun suddenly with no other signs of light appear in the blackness of space. I would get caught up with the separation process of light from darkness, the forming of the earth, and the physical life forms coming forth. Also, God creating a physical form in His image and likeness if He were to have a physical form.

There is a key element in the first words God wanted recorded to us. “In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.” As with all things with God His desire for us to awaken to the invisible things is His choice of us discovering true life. Seeing it for ourselves is the most important thing to Him. The invisible that lives with us and us with it only appears in brief flashing moments. As your eyes drink in these words that crucial invisible thing is with you right where you are sitting, standing, or lying down.

God wanted us to see the “…Beginning…“, but it is not the beginning you might be thinking of. All of mankind, including myself, have read these words drinking them into our eyes from the pages or hearing them spoken into our ears, but not perceiving or understanding the invisible vehicle they have traveled upon.

A train traveling down the railroad tracks has an engine in the front pulling behind it several other box cars with the last box car at the end called a caboose. Can you see this train in your mind? Now, imagine this train carrying in each box car every single word of God into your eyes traveling down into your soul. “In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.” Those words are traveling into your mind on the train of time from this screen to your eyes.

“In the beginning…” is a start of time invisible to us all. God wanted us to see the start of time. Our eternal God, Father of all things wanted us to see, hear, and feel through the vehicle of time. No other creature before us could experience anything through time. Time does not tick downward on the spirit side. Angels are not under the clock of time. We are given time and chance.

We are all born with time, a beginning of living, moving, and having our being. God creating the heavens and the earth is fantastic, but we have missed it all. We are born with a grace of time. This sentence always invokes the thoughts in my mind about some of the short lives of others, but is quickly covered by those before the age of accountability went straight back to heaven accepted inside immediately and those after the age of accountability their destiny is not mine to judge, but to accept the mystery of their time had certain meaningful effects.

Our eternal spirit is born into the “…beginning…” of time. Our spirit is completely submerged inside a body of time ticking downward to an end. Our spirit is born with a completely blank slate with no knowledge, but with a body with needs to be met in time. Our eyes, ears, nose, mouth, and skin operate totally within time for our eternal spirit to gather information for the purpose of making choices and decisions to be lived with throughout the timeless side of eternity.

What we may have missed in the first words God wanted recorded is not necessarily the creation of all things, but the “…beginning…” of the vehicle of time. We can see the sun, moon, stars, bodies of water, trees, animals, and people. They are all as plain as day in our physical eye sight, but we are missing the grace of time allotted to us and the train of box cars full of knowledge traveling into our soul.

Right now these words are climbing aboard the engine of your sight, filling each box car with each of these words behind it, leaving this page onto the railroad tracks of your sight, traveling into your eyes, connecting with your soul, and you are absorbing them as knowledge to be decided upon.

Here is the crucial point that my words are not important that have traveled into your system, but it is the words of God that have traveled into your system. We are no longer blank slates like in the beginning. Our minds are full of the knowledge of good and the knowledge of evil. We have experienced and absorbed them through the vehicles of time.

I don’t know about you, but my mind is sitting back in reverence of fear of the grace of time I have been shown and what my decisions have done with them. Angels did not get the luxury of experience things through a vehicle of time. Their decisions were eternal the very moment they made them with no turning back. No wonder angels want to look into our lives.

The first words God wanted us to know were “…the beginning…” of the vehicles of time. His spirit substance created physical forms wrapped in time. When we brought sin into our vehicles of time God put Himself, His Word, into a vehicle body wrapped in time to give us a passage back to Him through Jesus Christ born like as us.

When Jesus said, “…The words I have spoken to you—they are full of the Spirit and life.” (NIV, John 6:63) he was sending those words from his spirit on the train engine of their hearing pulling in each box car traveling inside their bodies connecting God’s Spirit and God’s life for them to have the knowledge to make their free will choice and decisions. This is why Jesus told Peter that flesh and blood did not reveal this to him, but God did (Mtt. 16:17). Peter’s spirit and God’s spirit made the connection of oneness understanding.

Every second our eyes, ears, nose, mouth, and skin are drinking in things on the vehicle of time traveling from things of this world to our eternal spirit making choices about those things that will impact where we will live after the grace of our time runs out (our body dies). This is why I do not allow any religion to dictate to me their man made ideas or traditions of God’s word. If God says something that is contrary to the way things are being done. I simply swallow my vehicle of time’s pride, change, and follow what His eternal word says.

This changes everything for me. Everything I take inside is logged with a time stamp and my decision categorizes what it means to me and how it will affect my eternity. Wow, I can see the train of my eye sight pulling up to the words of God, allowing them on board in each box car, the train pulling out on the tracks of my eye sight, headed towards my eyes, going into the tunnels, reaching the city of my soul, and all those passengers representing God’s words of spirit and life getting out inside either becoming one with me like seeds in good soil, here to stay, and grow or passing through like visitors going on their way (Mtt. 13:16-23).

What will you do and what will I do from now on with God’s words being alive and full of His Spirit? This is why I absolutely love God. He took me from my evil ways full of hate, revenge, and never satisfied to being born again with a second chance to receive a new life.

I do not try to control God and His word. I want Him to be free as He has allowed me to be free in my choices. When I first started with the Lord I was under a certain religious persuasion. It was not wrong, but it was not completely fulfilled. I walk with the Lord every day not afraid to ask questions because I know He will guide me into all truth. When someone told me there is no record of anyone being baptized in the name of Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit I was not afraid to search God and His word. I want God’s word to live, move, and have it’s being inside of me.

I read this in God’s word,  “Peter replied, “Repent and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins. And you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. The promise is for you and your children and for all who are far off—for all whom the Lord our God will call.” (NIV, Acts 2:38, 39) and it gave me truly a new life because all of my sins would be washed away in water baptism by the name of Jesus Christ applying his blood of forgiveness (the blood is in Jesus name) and receiving the Holy Spirit is a promise to all who are far off.

This has added a whole new meaning to the childhood song of:

O be careful little eyes what you see…O be careful little ears what you hear…O be careful little hands what you do…O be careful little feet where you go…O be careful little mouth what you say…There’s a Father up above And He’s looking down in love

So, be careful little eyes, ears, hands, feet, and mouth what you do

Everything comes to us on the grace of time traveling on the railroad tracks powered by our eyes, ears, nose, mouth, and skin feeding our eternal soul of this world’s information, but hidden are messages of God for us to see with our spirit the truth of eternal life. May you see the spiritual meanings God has specifically for you and the past the surface of religions in this world to His eternal way of life.