second chance – Past the Surface

I’m Sorry Lord

I should have done more for you. You were my friend when no one else cared about me. You heard me when no one else would listen. You reached out to me when I was all alone. You stayed with me when everyone else left. You deserve more from me. All I wanted to do was to spend the life you had given for you to reach others through me. I’m sorry Lord.

Why did you love someone like me so long ago and how can you love me now when I have fallen so short? What have I really done for you and the second chance in life you have given me? In my brokenness and sadness I say, “I’m sorry Lord“.

You gave me the warmth of your love when the coldness of my heart, numbness of my mind, and my empty lost soul had given up. I thought I knew joy until the happiness of your Spirit accepted me when no else did. You saw me clearly for who I was and still reached out to me with a gentle patience I cannot describe. You deserve so much more than what I have given.

All these years of walking through each day step by step and second by second I wanted it all for you. You have changed my life in a way I could never pay you back in any lifetime, but I should have done more. I want to do more. I’m sorry Lord.

You poured your goodness in me replacing the evil that was in my heart. You chipped away at the hard unbelief of thoughts I had towards people in this life restoring a living faith in me. If I can be saved so can they. You have been a friend like no other and all I wanted was for others to find out how wonderful you are.

You have taught me so many wondrous things that I felt like I did not deserve. I asked to know and you gave me understanding. Every time I came after you even though it was not in the time I wanted it you still allowed me to find you. When all the doors of life seemed to be closed you were waiting for me just to knock on your door ready to answer me.

I wish I could give you more. No one knows what a beautiful change you brought into my spirit. When you gave me a second chance moving your spirit inside with my spirit I knew I could have no greater roommate than you. My heart breaks to think about how much you have done for me and what little I have done for you. I’m sorry Lord.

I wanted to spend the time of my life giving others you whether in your words, in your touch, or the glow of your peaceful presence. We can spend money and get more money back, but we cannot spend time and get more time back. I’m sorry Lord for the time spent not doing for you to others as you have done for me.

I love you, Lord. Where would I be today without you? Jail, hooked on drugs, a man full of hatred, violent, cruel, and lost to wasting a life you had given me? How many times should I have been dead, crippled, or blind? You gave me mercy when no one else would.

I’m sorry Lord for all the bad decisions that cost me a lifetime of sorrow. My ignorance cost me precious time and yet you still hold me together in the toughest times. I don’t know what I would do without you, Lord. There is no where else to go, but you. Nothing compares to you. There is no drug, no alcohol, no escape, or any other substance that compares to your deep touch in my spirit.

Thank you for walking with me while the chains of this life wears me down. I have tried so many times to reach out to others, but it is like I am ghost and a whispering wind passing briefly by those around me, unheard, and unseen. I’m sorry Lord for whatever I have done.

You have been the sunshine in the dark dreary days in my spirit driving away the pouring down rain of sorrow. I’m sorry Lord to be stuck in a place I cannot do more for you. Help me live a life well spent in you. You are my hope and my salvation. Time will be no more for all of us and we don’t know it.

As time ticks by and the days come and go help me to walk freshly with you driving the dullness of life away. Speak to me daily, walk with me daily, and help me not to sleep the sleep of death. I’m sorry Lord for having a past less filled with your works, a present day longing to do more, and a tomorrow of regret of knowing I should have done more. I’m sorry Lord.

When we first came together I wanted to treat you more alive than people gave you credit in your word and in your spirit. Someone told me I could receive the power of your living spirit like they did in the Bible days. I did not feel worthy and thought that was only for the apostles back then, but I had a wide open relationship with you willing to ask, seek, and knock if it were your will. You would be the one deciding if I should receive it.

By no power of mankind, I felt the power of your Holy Spirit come upon me as I was releasing my faith and words of love filled with praise that you would love someone like me. Your Holy Spirit was so strong upon my spirit that I could feel you joining as one in my voice changing the utterance into a language of praise I could have never learned or done on my own. It was your way of giving me a sign that you had accepted me beyond my feelings of unworthiness.

You decided to give someone like me the same experience as the apostles did. I knew I would never be the same. I completed what your word said and was baptized totally under water with your name Jesus washing away all my sins. All my sins were forgiven and I could not explain how clean I felt in my spirit. What a glorious day that will forever be in my mind.

You are the best roommate a body could ever have sharing life in the fellowship of your spirit with mine. All that you have done for me all these many years. All the understandings you have given me. I want everyone to know you. I wish I could give you more. I’m sorry Lord to be a vessel trapped in a routine of life not in a full time manner of sharing you to all the world. Help me salvage my spirit in this ticking away of a fleshy vessel.

I love you, Lord. I would not want to count down the days of my life with anyone else than you as my roommate with my soul. Others will let me down and I will let others down, but you will always hold us up. Life is not true life unless it is with you guiding each day. I would be so very lonely if I did not have you.

My words maybe like a whisper in the wind, my presence maybe a fading vapor, and my touch maybe a forgotten memory, but you hear me, see me, and remember me. How your love for me deserves the best I can give while the shortcoming of that goal causes me to say, “I’m sorry Lord”.

I hope and pray someone Lord will step through the door of your word believing in you being born again of your named water baptism and in receiving your named Spirit experiencing the second chance birth you have provided to us all. God is alive in His word and in our present day fulfilling those words if we will humbly open up to Him.

³⁸Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.

³⁹For the promise is unto you, and to your children, and to all that are afar off, even as many as the Lord our God shall call. He is calling you.

Time is spending your precious life away every second what are you doing inside those seconds to make your existence valuable? Let God spend your seconds with you cultivating them into a glorious timeless light of His love. Don’t let the “I’m sorry Lord” be the words you speak when you face Him in the judgment seat in eternity.

Thank you very much for spending your precious time reading these words. I hope they will turn into golden moments for you.

Jesus Is Your Everything

Some may read “Jesus Is Your Everything” with a question mark. Some may have a wish that Jesus was their everything because they know they do not put Him first. Others may flat out say, Jesus is not my everything. We are about to find out together that “Jesus Is Your Everything” whether you are a born again Christian, atheist, pretender, don’t care, hypocrite, or anything else “Jesus Is Your Everything“.

Let’s start off with when it comes to God there is nothing we can do about Him being All Present, All Knowing, and All Powerful. No more could one ant pick you up from the bottom of your shoe and toss you one hundred feet backwards can we do anything about God.

Jesus said, “Let there be light” and the sun physically appeared, functioning with light, and the action of warmth. You maybe thinking “did not God say that and it appeared“? Jesus is God and God is Jesus. God was only in Spirit form and this Spirit form is where He designed us in His image and likeness from. In the beginning was Jesus/Word, and Jesus/Word was with God, and Jesus/Word was God Jn. 1:1, which takes us right into the first part of how “Jesus Is Your Everything“.

^”All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made.” Jn. 1:3. Wow, all things were made by Jesus, and without Jesus nothing was made. Jesus gave the sun in the heavens a physical existence, a knowledgable reason to function, and the power to sustain its action. The sun would not be what it is if Jesus was not it’s everything (Presence, Knowledge, Power).

Jesus gave the sun in those spoken words “Let there be light” His presence to physically exist, the what we call scientific knowledge of light, and the moving action of sending that light to all things around it all rolled up into one.

Mankind has been allowed throughout time to ask, seek, and knock upon the doors of discovery of the three basic elements of God’s core ingredients of creations. Man has called it science. It is really cool when you look up atoms. They have discovered there is a physical element, knowledge as for the reasons, and the sustaining power connecting them forming physical things.

Without atoms nothing would exist. What? Yes, nothing would exist. We have to have the power, intelligent knowledge, and the physical presences inside the atom coordinating the result of a formed creation, hence another reason for “Jesus Is Your Everything” just for existence.

We have what we have due to Jesus gave it to us in the beginning with His Presence, Knowledge, and Power Word blessings to continue to multiply with children born in His image and likeness mixed with our image and likeness. Quickly though, the understanding of the bad things we are born with is not what Jesus wanted, but a bad choice from the first husband and wife condemned us all with death, disease, and destruction, but enough of that. Adam and Eve’s choice, not God’s choice

“Jesus Is Your Everything” is what the Lord spoke into my mind as I as showering away all the sweat, blood, and dirt from the labor of my work of the day. It came to me so clearly. Do you remember the part in the Bible when Jesus said, “Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God.” (Mark 10:18) The man side of Jesus was declaring ‘All goodness is of God‘. If there is any goodness inside this fleshly body it is God. God was the everything in the man Jesus.

As the water was falling upon my face I was saying in my mind, “Jesus you are my kindness“, “Jesus you are my understanding“, “Jesus you are my knowledge“, “Jesus you are my health” and so on the thoughts kept coming. And the voice said, “Jesus Is Your Everything” and I knew it was whether I like it or not from a physical standpoint. I am what I am because Jesus gave me the presence, the knowledge, and the power to be what I am.

“Jesus Is Your Everything” no matter if you have accepted the salvation from Jesus or not. You are allowed to live, move, and have your being due to Him. “All things came into being through Him, and apart from Him nothing came into being that has come into being.“Jn. 1:3 It can’t get much clearer than that. What is into being is because Jesus wanted it into being and that means you.

From the physical things we see, hear, touch, smell, and taste they are the atoms held together for the physical presences, designed knowledge, and the action for our five senses to interact with the data/information feeding our spirit from the invisible atoms Jesus created by His word making them hold themselves together just like us in the hope we will see “Jesus Is Your Everything“.

Jesus, the man side, was, is, and always will be the physical being who showed us the brightness of God’s spiritual glory, the exact representation of God’s Spiritual nature, and the upholding power of all things by the word of God’s Spiritual power. Jesus raised people from the dead no matter if it just happened in the bed (the daughter, Mark 5:39-42 ), in the funeral procession (the only son, Luke 7:14), or already buried in the tomb (Lazarus, Jn. 11:41-44).

Jesus the man side of his dual nature with God being the other side inside Jesus did what God showed him and spoke what God told him. Jesus said, ““Truly, truly, I say to you, the Son can do nothing of Himself, unless it is something He sees the Father doing…”, “I can of mine own self do nothing: as I hear, I judge: and my judgment is just; because I seek not mine own will, but the will of the Father which hath sent me.” (Jn. 5:19, 30). God was the everything spiritually inside the man Jesus.

The kindness that comes out from you is Jesus. The knowledge you possess is an allowance of Jesus. Your physicality is the allowance of Jesus. “Jesus Is Your Everything” in the sense of existence, thinking, and mobility. This is the side of living, moving, and having your being in this world, but there is the side of is Jesus your everything in your mind, heart, and soul? You have a dual nature of flesh and blood along with a spiritual being of heart, mind, and soul.

We are here because of the Word promise to multiply upon the earth, but after we leave the earth there is the question of our eternal spirit. It too is a Word promise to forever exist. We will exist with eyes that see, ears that hear, taste of flavor, smell of odor, and touch with feeling it in a spirit form that will never change from the last status of what we were when our fleshly body died upon the earth. Search the scriptures you will find examples of people experiencing the five senses like the flesh, but in their eternal spiritual state.

Is Jesus your everything in your spirit? How do you get Jesus as your everything in your spirit? How do I get to see heaven, enter into heaven, and stay in heaven for all eternity? You have to make Jesus your everything in your spirit. Your flesh is born one with the world. To get to heaven and to save your soul you have to become one with Jesus in your spirit.

Jesus said, “Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” “Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.” “That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit.” (Jn. 3:1-6) Nicodemus was confused thinking born again from the physical aspect.

Your spirit needs to have its existence inside the Spirit of Jesus, your mind needs the understanding in the Spirit of Jesus, and your soul needs the cleansing action in the name of Jesus. This presence, knowledge, and power became available to us after Jesus died, was buried, and rose again from the dead providing a way for our spirit to make Jesus our everything for all of eternity like Jesus did with God being his everything.

Jesus left the earth rising into the sky leaving the plan for our eternal spirit to be saved with his apostles. When the disciples prayed and trusted the infilling power of God’s Spirit came upon them and the many different foreigners heard the disciples speaking in their country’s language praising God and wanted to know what this was all about. The “Jesus Is Your Everything” went from the disciples physically existing to the spiritually existing receiving God’s will freely.

When the people asked what must they do? Peter, the head apostle Jesus left in charge said, “…Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.” (Acts 2:38) The basic three elements Jesus/God gave us all was the mind enough to repent from the knowledge of evil and sins we had committed; gave us the physical/presence to be water baptized in Jesus name applying the blood that is only in Jesus name for the washing away of our sins; and receive the power of the infilling of the Holy Ghost as we are praising God in our native tongue turns into another language praising God as He gives us the utterance as a sign to us our spirit has been born again starting the journey for making “Jesus Is Your Everything” in our eternal spirit.

This spiritual and physical born again of the water and of the Spirit is again a Word promise from Jesus/God to them back then, to their children and their children, and to ALL that are afar off, even as many as the Lord our God shall call (Acts 2:39). See, this is a multiplying plan of salvation for all generations to come if they want to make their spirit go from physically existing as “Jesus Is Your Everything” to the spiritually existing for all eternity as “Jesus Is Your Everything“. There is no scripture that Acts 2:38 has stopped happening.

We are here right now because Jesus allowed us to be born in this flesh to exist in this world seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, and touching this life in the hopes we will continue to wake up to the knowledge and to “…seek the Lord, if haply they might feel after him, and find him, though he be not far from every one of us” finding our way home from our physical existence to the “Jesus Is Your Everything” in our spiritual existence.

Jesus you are my health, my knowledge, my kindness, my understanding, my perception. I don’t have what have without You! May God richly bless you with understanding and revelations in these last days.

Meant To Be

What were you “Meant To Be“? Just asking the question, what you were “Meant To Be” has a sad tone to it because it is saying right now as you read these words, you are not what you thought you were “Meant To Be“. Some reading this will be very sad, some will be just a little sad with possibly others being angry. I want you to know, I am sorry for those who had the good “Meant To Be“. This life is to short living with sadness, regret, and feeling incomplete. It is a terrible thing to live with all that inside your spirit.

No one truly knows your pain. They may hear your words of sadness, regret, and the feelings of incompleteness, but if it has not experienced inside their life they will truly not know how you feel. Most people will hear you and go on without a second thought with being content you are in their life. Your suffering is silent and a slow eating away acid dissolving your dream of what I was “Meant To Be“.

You breathe in and out doing your job and fulfilling the expectations of those in your life. Yet, life does not slow down as time ticks by, no matter if you are standing still or walking forward. Your mind is always wishing for the “Meant To Be” to somehow miraculously appear before you as an open door you could simply walk through.

Life has seen you laugh, cry, and appear to be normal as others. A another face in the crowd doing their thing and enjoying life, but underneath your outward face and appearance the longing in your heart is somewhere else. Your prayers and wishes seem to be old and far away echoes fading in the deep distant canyons with gray and dark clouds hovering above as the wind blows them away as whispering ghosts vanishing out of sight.

Your were “Meant To Be” something else than what you are now. God has a plan laid out for all of us that He would like to bless us with. We just made some decisions that detoured us from that divine plan. It was not His fault, but possibly the freedom of our choices or some things out of our control deviated us from that path. None the less, we are not presently what we were “Meant To Be“.

BEAUTIFUL STORY

A man was told he needed to go and visit this house where a potter creates useful vessels. The understanding of what was “Meant To Be” will come clear to him. The man arose walked down to the town finding the potter’s shop. He opened the door as it swung to the right, stepping inside, he saw the potter sitting at his wheel spinning round and round. You could see the potter’s gentle and skillful hand trying to shape the clay into what he “Meant To Be“. Behind him was a shelf with all kinds of different pottery from the large to the small and the beautiful to the average. The room was silent with only the sound of the foot peddle methodically pressing the harmonious speed the potter desired.

The man stood there without saying a word as his thoughts absorbed the life of the clay being shaped in the hands of the potter. It was a beautiful sight to behold as the clay began to take shape of a wonderful vessel. As the clay was smoothly rotating in the hands of the potter something strange was in the clay. Something was bumping the potter’s hand as it came around each time it grew worse. The potter was trying to adjust, but suddenly the clay collapsed and fell inward. His wheel came to a stop as they both were staring at the crumbled clay.

The man stood there shocked at the sad outcome of the clay. His eyes turned toward the potter for his reaction, but there was nothing there except a continual holding of the clay in his hands. He would not let it go. He did not push it off the wheel into a basket for trash. The potter had an atmosphere about him of “it’s okay, I will do something else“. There was no hint “I am mad at you“, “you are no good“, or “I am done with you“. You have made your choice and what you were “Meant To Be” is lost.

The man standing there watching the potter as he slowly started the wheel to spin again. Hope filled the room for the clay to be made again something new. Standing there anxiously, the potter lovingly formed the marred clay into another useful vessel. A smile slowly appeared upon the potter’s face looking with love at the newly born again vessel. Trash was never in his eyes, but what can I do to help you to be what you were “Meant To Be“. Inspired from Jeremiah 18:1-6

YOUR NEW STORY

The above story is a beautiful typology of God holding us in His hands doing His best, honoring our choices in this life, and trying to help us to be what we were “Meant To Be“. We were the clay that marred in His hands changing over to the shaping wheel of sin and the devil. God did not give up, but worked on us from the outside trying to reach our spirit on the inside for good choices. God, the potter of life, came inside a fleshly clay body as Jesus Christ providing another chance. He, the potter of life, walked among us showing us how to handle this world’s spinning out of control wheel of destruction. God, the potter of life, provided us with another wheel He could set us upon.

We can be (key words) born again as a new vessel in Christ with the smile of God upon us allowing another chance to be what we were “Meant To Be“. The first wheel of God was natural of the earth mixed with His Spirit of Life in the clay. We (Adam/Eve, mankind) marred ourselves in a bad spiritual decision choosing to follow the devil’s lies corrupting our clay and spirit. We all are now born on the wheel with sin as the potter. The second wheel of God was made of His Spirit mixed with a pure fleshly clay vessel. He can now take us from the wheel of sin and place us upon the second wheel making us new creatures in Christ creating all things new (2 Cor. 5:17).

You can still be what you were “Meant To Be“, but in a different and new way. It may not be exactly as you envisioned here on the earth, but the completeness and the fulfilled goal of your soul is still attainable. God will not let go of you or throw you away. You are not trash to Him. You are not replaceable like the devil looks at you when it comes to how God feels.

BEAUTIFUL SECOND WHEEL

God’s beautiful second wheel is in the man Jesus Christ mixed with the one true God’s Spirit on the inside (Col. 2:9). Jesus/God came to take away all, I said ALL, your marred sins inside your clay and spirit. Jesus is the powerful wheel of God that the Potter of Life can once again reshape you into a good vessel. God can fix the path He had hoped you would choose, but you did not and you can once again be what you were “Meant To Be” through Jesus Christ.

Let God take your sadness, regrets, and feelings of incompleteness into His hands allowing Him the chance to fix what was “Meant To Be” in your life. On this wheel you will never be the same again. The power of God’s life and guidance will be inside your clay beside your spirit all the way through this life and carry you into the next. It is the greatest thing to be born again, set free, and have God as your roommate inside your clay with your spirit.

How can I be what I was “Meant To Be” in God? It is simply to repent with regret for the marred sins in your clay from this life, be baptized in Jesus name applying the potter’s blood, which is in the name for forgiveness that he shed on the cross washing away all your sins, and the final touch upon your clay is receiving the gift of the Holy Spirit of God with power of God speaking from within your clay through your voice praising God in a language God gives you, which is a sign to you that your clay has been totally born again of the water and of the Spirit (Jn. 3:5), made new in Christ Jesus inside and out (Acts 2:38).

POTTER AND THE WHEEL

After you are born again of the water and of the Spirit you now have the Potter and Wheel inside you. He can, if you allow Him, help your spirit to see the truth of things and enlighten you with His wisdom from above that is first pure, peaceable, gentle full of mercy and good fruits, easily to be given to others, without partiality, and without hypocrisy (James 3:17). Doesn’t that sound beautiful to have inside your life? This is a greater “Meant To Be” than this life could ever offer. I am no longer spinning on the wheel of sin in confusion, but now a life of clarity from God.

Now, you and I can be like the potter and the wheel through the power of Jesus Christ to reshape our attitude and adjusting to things in this life that we thought we were “Meant To Be” and doing them in the way God opens the door for us to do it fulfilling what we felt were our shortcomings.

If call on Him He will answer us directly. He will wrap his loving hands around our struggling times and touch our hearts where no man can go and comfort in a way no one else can reach. We can do something about our life with the power of the Potter (God’s Spirit) and His clay (Jesus). I want the Potter’s attitude about life when it seems like it is falling apart to not give up and throw it all away, but to hang on and try again.

First, be born again finding in God what you were “Meant To Be“. Spend your everyday wisely walking in the fellowship with God and His Word because you are exchanging what you do daily from a day given to you out of your life. We are all in the count days and life is to short to live with sadness, regrets, and incomplete. Be all that you are “Meant To Be” in God. May God bless you with an overflowing cup of fellowship all the days of your life.

Zombies? Religious Zombies Real?

First of all, what is a zombie? The Merriam-Webster says a zombie is a will-less and speechless human creature held to believed to have died and been supernaturally reanimated…to resemble the so-called walking dead. The meaning of religious is basically someone showing a faithful devotion to a certain belief they have committed themselves into focus their life into following, but this is not for church type beliefs only, but power, wealth, and pleasures can be included. It is a status of the mind for something they desire to have. A zombie is a voodoo belief and in fictional (invented by imagination) stories that has never been proven physically real. A religious zombie is real in the sense of people who have locked their minds onto something denying all other things around them and they walk among us today, but they are not given away by their outward appearance. They seem normal, but there are things hidden in their minds and are only revealed in their actions.

ZOMBIES IDENTIFIED

This is what a zombie and religious zombie are known for and can be identified if encountered. A zombie is a dead person brought back to life without an intelligent living spirit. A religious zombie is born with life, but who are dead to other ideas, truth, and reality that does not match their ideas. A zombie has a distinguish outward appearance walking with a slant and moaning identifying the kind of being they are and a religious zombie has an outward appearance of being walking normal with a hidden inward agenda only certain people can see while others must wait for their fruits (“…ye shall know them by their fruits…” Mtt. 7:16, 20) or results to reveal them, which could take weeks, months, and years.

Zombies are brought back to life by supernatural powers by no choice being reanimated from the dead, usually an adult body. A religious zombie is born naturally as an innocent baby that develops itself into a religious zombie by choice that chooses a path in life that nothing outside their goals matter. A zombie kills people for food and a religious zombie uses people like trash for their narrow mined goal with no regard for their life and health. A zombie has no thoughts and religious zombie has a narrow minded thoughts.

Zombies have moving bodies with no mind, but to eat and religious zombies have bodies with dead thoughts in their minds with only their focus on selfish desires. Zombies do not feed their emotions, but religious zombies do. In your mind you see a zombie walking, moaning, dragging a foot with arms outstretched staggering towards a normal person on TV, but a religious zombie walks in normal with a hand outstretched and a smile with deceiving agenda.

FIRST KNOWN RELIGIOUS ZOMBIE

In the beginning of creation, one man’s gift was rejected by God while another man’s gift was accepted. The man with the rejected gift became angry and bitter. Inside his mind he started to develop a narrow minded belief that would fix that issue. The religious zombie began to form in his mind while dying out to reasoning and questioning. He did not get mad at the receiver, but at the other giver by his side. He did not analyze the difference of the gifts and how could he improve. His mind died out to reason and the religious zombie focused on death was the answer and solution.

The rejected man’s gift turned his thinking into a dead religious zombie like mindedness with death being the only answer. Never mind the other giver was his younger blood brother and his own family. Never mind there was a second chance in doing another offering. Never mind it was not his brother that rejected him, but someone else. Never mind even the receiver was concerned and asked him, why are you angry and upset. The receiver warned him that the rejection could turn into sin doing the wrong thing and you have to control it before it controls you. Sounds like a zombie with narrow mindedness. He rejected the receiver’s concern and advice. The focus became on killing his younger brother (zombie thoughts), developing into a narrow minded religious like goal a zombie would do forgetting all reasoning.

Cain was the first religious zombie in the Bible allowing his mind to die against all truth and the chance to change allowing the killer attitude to formulate a plan to kill his brother unexpectedly while in the field together (Gen. 4:1-10). There are living religious zombies throughout history and among us today willing to ignore all the harm they may cause for family and strangers just to get their idea satisfaction.

CROWD OF RELIGIOUS ZOMBIES

The fictional zombies come together for the theatrical purpose of killing the living people on TV, but the religious zombies come together for the reality purpose against those who do not fit their agenda in philosophy and action. Their minds are dead to physical proof and factual truths.

Persons in positions of power and control must be careful of that fleshly zombie like feeling and keep it under control as the “servant of the people” and not the “people are servants to them” with also “people are expendable“. The religious zombie mind dies and sees only the power as absolute power corrupting all other good thoughts absolutely. Religious zombies is a death to the mind and to reasonable thinking. How many today do you see with smiling faces outwardly, but their actions are completely selfishly for their profit and pleasure?

There was a group of leaders who loved their positions above the people and in the government. A certain man was speaking pure truth among the people and doing things that really helped the people in the streets, homes, and local churches. These leaders were worried about his popularity more than the good he was doing. They were afraid the government would come and take away their positions. These leaders agreed upon the religious zombie way of thinking blocking out all good that was done, believing an answer for this man was he must die to maintain their positions. Their minds were made up with death being the only answer and solution to their selfish needs. From that day forward they formulated a plan together focused their ideas to put him to death (Jn. 11:47-53).

The chief priests and the Pharisees put this plan into motion up to the day they influenced the crowd of their religious zombie beliefs to crucify him, crucify him, crucify him. God took their religious zombie ideas of death protecting their positions and converted into salvation for all those that believe in Jesus and that they should have a position of eternal life in heaven (Jn. 11:47-53). Their minds were dead to anything beyond their selfish desires to maintain their positions of power.

We are seeing this today in fulfillment of the predictions of the Bible. Leaders all over the world are allowing riches and power corrupt their understandings from the truth that none of this will matter in facing God in the afterlife. The Bible is not dead, but alive to all the attitudes back then are the same today just in a different technology age. We must remain alive to God’s Holy Spirit inside our minds, hearts, and souls refusing the religious zombie thoughts of deceiving evil in these last days.

BIBLE/TODAY RELIGIOUS ZOMBIES

The Bible is full of these like minded people from individuals to crowds of people. The Bible is seen as a history book to some, but the living Spirit of God shows a life in the scriptures and the same attitudes back then exits today. The spiritual attitudes are alive in the Bible that the same living attitudes today only with a different technology age. You can find yourself in the Bible and those you work with around you. There are living attitudes exactly the same as in the Bible alive today and then. People with hidden selfish religious zombie thoughts are among us.

The attitude of the kings, Pharaohs, High Priests, Caesars match the leaders of our day using the technology of their age to reach their agenda sacrificing anyone and everyone for their narrow minded death ideas. There were good kings and bad kings in the Bible. We have the same today, but in a much larger scale of people and much more ways of destruction.

FUTURE RELIGIOUS ZOMBIES ARE HERE NOW!

We are in the last days, right now during these tough and changing times, where people have made, are making, and will make themselves religious zombies towards lovers of themselves all over the internet. Died out to you, others, and only loving themselves. Some people are religious zombie as lovers of money and it does not matter who they step on or cheat to get more money. Dead in the minds of who it hurts as long as they make the killer score of more money. Some have developed in religious zombie minds that they are better than you and they have no flaws boasting with pride on TV that you must believe whatever they say because they are gods to their own facts. Let them think for you because you cannot for yourself.

Zombies in their minds blindly walking towards lies that will never fill their empty space inside their soul. All the alcohol, drugs, sex, and money will not be satisfied. The religious zombies for their goals are teaching our children their dead lies causing our kids to rebel, disobey, be unthankful, and do unnatural things behind the parent’s back who are really the ones watching over them, to provide for them as best as they can with the hopes of a better and balanced life in their children’s tomorrows. Religious zombie’s way of thinking are developed. Children and young adults are taught by these religious zombie’s dead thoughts of being without natural affection, promise breakers, malicious gossips/fake news, and promoting out of control burning businesses that have nothing to do with it. It is a horrible blindness inside the mind.

Do you see the infiltration of these dead thoughts in the minds of those who accept the religious zombie ways? Zombies maybe brutal in their mindless need to feed on TV, but they are not choosey on who is good or who is bad. They just keep coming no matter what. The religious zombie picks and chooses to hate those who are good, treacherously making their target’s good to appear to be bad and their religious zombie bad ways as good.

Isaiah 5:²⁰Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter! ²¹Woe unto them that are wise in their own eyes, and prudent in their own sight! ²²Woe unto them that are mighty to drink wine, and men of strength to mingle strong drink: ²³Which justify the wicked for reward, and take away the righteousness of the righteous from him!”

The real zombies among us are those who have narrowed their focus on belief for their own pleasures and conceit having an outward form of goodness while inwardly they are dead like zombies denying the good and righteousness God meant for all of mankind to enjoy. The religious zombies are lovers of selfish pleasures rather than lovers of God’s knowledge of good. Once you become a religious zombie blocking out all other truths you become a person who seems to be ever learning, but never able to come to the knowledge of truth (2 Tim. 3:7). You are stuck in a dead loop of zombie like thoughts only seeing what you want to see changing your opinions into your own facts that are not physically matching reality.

Do you see the religious zombies among us in America, controlling states, and manipulating good common sense laws? Religious zombies have their ideas for themselves while other’s sufferings are dead to them and the carelessness as long as nothing touches them. “Rules for thee and not for me” is a religious zombie philosophy. Everyday common people go to jail right away, but religious zombies pay the money to play the system prolonging for a long time and never go to jail. One of the prophecy scriptures of our day today to read: 2Tim. 3:1-7.

WHAT THE RELIGIOUS ZOMBIES ARE MISSING

Pharaoh had 10 physically horrible plagues to visit him and the people in Egypt and because of his religious zombie like thinking he would not let the people that God was calling go. Pharaoh had a religious zombie mind set that his magicians and gods were equal with Moses and his God. His religious zombie mind was dead to reason, facts, and common sense truth until the plagues reached a level his magicians could not reproduce. His religious zombie mind held out to his own choice of words committing to the death of his own son and even after that his religious zombie thinking mind took over to kill all the people of God after he finally let them go.

What his religious zombie dead like mind was missing and could NOT accept was the fact you cannot defeat the one and True God of all. The physical evidence and facts were before him long before the final plague. In the end his refusal to believe brought death out of his mind onto the people following him and his own body that was carrying his eternal soul.

Trial and error was one of the basis of learning growing up. We all have made mistakes and have learned from most of them on how not to do them again and that is called intelligence. This is thing religious zombie minded people miss out on reality. Religious zombie minds do not learn in a normal adjusting way for the good of others, but in a form of doing better for their goal no matter the level of evil they must stoop to do it. There is nothing wrong with asking questions, researching other sources, and opening up real facts no matter the subject because if it is real truth it will stand no matter what angle you approach it. Real truth has no fear of the asking, researching, and opening up true facts.

HOW NOT TO BECOME A RELIGIOUS ZOMBIE

There are two types of religious zombies. One is a deceived into believing the dead zombie ideas with a bitter end and the other one is not deceived, but desires the selfish ideas with no care or concern of the harm it may cause to achieve it. Both can be recovered, but by only personal choice and desire to be saved. They have to have the “want” to be saved.

Listening and allowing the words of wisdom to sink deeply into your soul with questions of desiring pure untainted truth is the key on not becoming a blind religious zombie. The religious zombie is all about focusing the fleshly mind on a single idea and rejecting all other truths. How not to become a walking religious zombie is a battle for absolute truth inside your mind because real truth will stand and not fall.

There was a captain of an army who was known throughout his country and his government as a great man. This captain was strong in honor and without fear of battle. The captain contracted a fatal disease with no known cure in all the land. According to all knowledge he was going to die. The captain unaware that his mind had been infiltrated with a religious zombie death like thinking while his body was counting down to a diseased death.

The captain’s nation took prisoners of other countries and turned them into servants and slaves. The captain’s wife had a little servant maid of another country that told her mistress after hearing about the captain’s fatal disease that she wished the captain was in her country because there was a man that could cure him of his fatal disease. The word got back to the captain and the leader of his government, which told him to go to this man for his cure. The captain loaded up with silver, gold, and expensive clothes ready to pay this man for the cure.

The captain arrives at the man’s house who is going to cure him, but the man did not come to the door only sending a messenger. The messenger told the captain to go and wash himself in the river Jordan seven times and his fatal disease would be washed away. The prideful and narrow religious zombie thinking came to the surface of the captain killing all reasonable thinking. The captain was furious speaking in a rage that he thought the man would at least come out to see him, stand before him, and doing something in the name of his God to cure him. The captain went on to rant and rave there are better rivers in this other town, why can I not wash in them and be cured?

The captain was so mad he left the man’s house and the words that were spoken to him by the messenger he counted as dead and useless words. The captain’s rage and narrow beliefs of what should have been done was his religious zombie thinking restricting the pure truth and understanding why he was there in the first place – saving his life. As the captain was riding along with his furious anger seething along with his pride showing all over his face one of his servants came near him and said, “if the man had told you to do some huge task, would you have not done it? How much more if he simply said go wash and be clean?” A simple question with a reasonable task and very little cost to do it.

This is how not to become religious zombie, the captain heard the words of what to do to save his life from his servant in a listening and perceiving way. The servant’s words broke down the walls of the narrow religious zombie raging and prideful way of thinking inside the captain’s mind to the clear thinking of “you speak truth“, I would do this, and why not give it a try. The captain went down to the river Jordan and dipped himself seven times according to the man of God through his servant’s voice. The captain’s life was saved from the fatal disease coming up out of the water with fresh clean skin like as a little child baby fresh (2 Kings 5:14).

FREE YOURSELF FROM ZOMBIE THOUGHTS

You may not feel like you are strong enough, but you are with simply making the choice of seeking God. He will provide you strength in your weakness. He will give you truth if you ask Him. He will open a door when all things seem to be closed. If you develop a daily fellowship with His Spirit and His word the freedom of dead end thoughts will leave you.

The devil was the dead evil minded angel that deceived Eve into believing him against God. This is where you can free yourself from other words of people or angels by taking them to God and His word before accepting them as truth into your mind, heart, and soul. If the words do not balance in the scales of the Bible from the beginning to the end then they are dead zombie ideas trying to trick you into religiously believing them.

STEPS TO FREEDOM

The three basic temptations of lies you will face to convert over to the religious zombie ideas are: do what you need to do to sustain yourself no matter what, you are safe from harm and won’t die, and you will become powerful and rich ruling all others from on high. Facing and overcoming these temptations through the strength and power of God will set you free in this life and the one to come.

I have no fear of questions of my faith in God because I put those questions on the scales of the Word and the Spirit of God. This is what Jesus did when the devil spoke the doubt provoking words of, “…if thou be the Son of God…” trying to plant dead zombie thinking words into his mind and then picking on Jesus hungry body with “…command that these stones be made bread.” The devil used a mind attack with a reasoning of the fleshly body to try to bring Jesus down, but Jesus put the devil’s questioning and command to the word of God keeping himself free from being deceived. “…Man shall not live by bread alone…“, there is life beyond the life of our flesh, “…,but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.“

Religious zombies that walk among us challenge our identity. Are you really sure you are on the right track? You can cheat to feed yourself. There is nothing wrong with disobeying God for selfish reasons. You can hear in the words to compromise your good conscience with God. Don’t let people or spirits deceive you. Truth will always stand strong.

Again a second attempt, the devil drops his dead zombie words of death on the ears of Jesus saying, “…If thou be the Son of God…“. Stand firm on your testimony of who you are in Jesus. I am not the same person I was before being born again. You are God’s child and greater is He that is inside of you than he (religious zombies) that is the world (1 Jn. 4:4). Jesus takes the words of the devil no matter if they are even twisted from the word of God and puts them in the scales of word and the Spirit of God balancing out the absolute truth. The devil basically said to Jesus you can jump off the top of this building and the scriptures say the angels will catch you before crashing into the stone floor. Jesus gives the devil the word of God back in his face with its proper place of “…Thou shalt not tempt the Lord thy God.“

The last attempt by the devil was showing Jesus the powerful and glorious nations of the world as a gift to him if he would simply fall down and worship him. Jesus takes those tempting words and the view the devil showed him and he placed them in the scales of God’s word and Spirit finding the truth is “…Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve.” Mtt. 4:4-10. God inside the man Jesus was an unbeatable force to the devil and religious zombie ideas.

The focus is not this physical world that we know is temporary, but the eternal existence after this life in one of two places. God separated the good to live eternally in one place only to experience eternal goodness and knowledge. The other place that is separated, contained, and controlled will experience eternal evil and the torture of evil knowledge like a nightmare that will never end. Jesus kept his mind and spirit focused on God’s pure will.

SPIRITUAL REFUGE FROM THE RELIGIOUS ZOMBIES

In the movies people were constantly running and looking for places of refuge to protect themselves from the zombies. This would be if it were a reality a physical place of safety to save themselves from a horrible death. Today, people do not physically see the religious zombies beside them and have no idea they need to seek refuge to protect their influential spirits. They do not see their ideas and philosophy’s of death to save themselves from a horrible eternal spiritual death. Religious zombies attacks the minds of people.

The only place of refuge for our minds, hearts, and souls are within the body walls of Jesus Christ. God came inside the man Jesus to create a spiritual fortress for all who wants to be saved from the lies of the religious zombies. There are two things that we need to escape the religious zombie ideas of this world and the destruction that is presently coming upon this world, but first we have to be in a oneness inside our spirit. Our thoughts, our will, and our desire must be one in an agreement to receive the eternal change to come upon our eternal spirit. It is a rock solid decision inside yourself of “this is what I want“.

WATER

After having a made up mind, heart, and soul surrendering fully to turn away from the sins and the evil ways of the world the two steps to heaven can be done. The first step comes in the frame of mind “I repent Lord, I’m sorry Lord, I want to change Lord” resolution. This is a repentance frame of mind. Now, you are ready to step inside the body of Jesus Christ in the “born again of water” (Jn. 31) phase. If you submerge yourself completely under water saying, “in the name of Jesus Christ” this will invoke the power of the blood in that name God placed all salvation inside it (Acts 4:12 “Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved.“)

This water baptism places us inside the body of Jesus Christ in a typology of dying and being buried with him (Ro. 6:3, 4) releasing us and removing of our sins (Acts 2:38). We are not completely safe yet from the influence of the religious zombies. The water baptism is not to wash our physical body like a bath, but a cleansing of our spirit giving us a good conscience (1 Peter 3:21) to receive the next phase from God – rebirth of our spirit.

Now, we are inside God’s unbreakable body of Jesus Christ covered by God’s Holy blood walls of protection and God has something else for us to combat the fleshly carnal ways of the religious zombies. Our spirit has been cleaned, but our minds need help in handling the bombardment of the religious zombies influence just like Jesus did with the devil. We need a teacher, a guide, a counselor, a friend, and a lover of our soul to show us the way while we live in this world. We don’t have the power to do it alone.

SPIRIT

The next step is allowing God to give us His spiritual power (Acts 1:8), which is known as the “born again of the Spirit” (Jn. 3:). This is a power promise to the end of the world. God promised His Holy Spirit of Power to the people in the Bible, to their children, and to ALL (key word) afar off, even as many as God shall call. This is an open end with no time limit to all generations including us today (Acts 2:39).

All you need to do to receive the power of the Holy Spirit is to start praying to God consistently getting yourself into a spiritual loving and praising connection with God trusting your spirit into the control of His Holy Spirit allowing the goose bump tingling power go all over you and inside you coming back out of your mouth like a well of water springing up (Jn. 4:14 “But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life.“) spiritually overflowing from your words to the God Spirit led words of praise trusting God completely to speak through you in another language that God gives you (Acts 2:4-6).

“³⁸Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost. ³⁹For the promise is unto you, and to your children, and to all that are afar off, even as many as the Lord our God shall call.” Acts 2.

This is how God equips you to be free from the religious zombies of sin and the dead knowledge of evil. We cannot defeat them alone. It takes the power of God’s blood and Spirit to overcome the religious zombies of death and hell. These powers are at the eternal level with no comparison to earthly powers of mankind. We are born again of the water and of the Spirit inside of the body of Jesus Christ that no religious zombie can live. They try to live there, but their hypocrisy is revealed and their deeds are punished accordingly.

THE POWER OF FELLWOSHIP WITH GOD

The water baptism into the body and the Holy Spirit baptism of power into God’s Spirit is just the beginning. Imagine walking into the body of Jesus Christ like a building looking up at all the floors of books for any questions you may have, things you would like to know, and pure wisdom from God. Search engines on the internet cannot compare to the speed and truths of the Holy Spirit of God. There is a life of knowledge, power, and presence that nothing else can offer.

God has promised you His Spirit of truth to guide you into ALL (key word) truth (Jn. 16:13). I thought this was Bible truth only, but I discovered He will guide you into all truth about yourself and others. The blind spots the religious zombies try to use against you trying to make you dead to things that make you wise and smart to their devious ways will fail.

You will never be the same after having the name of Jesus applied to you and receiving the power of His Holy Spirit. The mind balance, the heart purpose, and the eternal home of heaven for the soul is a feeling full of glory and a joy unspeakable (1 Pe. 1:8). It makes a smile come from the depths of your soul to your face with a Godly glow. Fellowshipping God gives Him the opportunity to share with you His wisdom that is pure, peaceable, gentle, and easy to be given, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy (Ja. 3:17).

Don’t let the religious zombies of this world trick you into dead ideas that only benefits them laced with lies of you are doing the right thing. Give God a try through Jesus Christ and receive life giving power. My prayer is that you feel after God and find Him though He be not far from everyone of us (Acts 17:27).

My Heart Is Heavy

My heart is heavy when I think of you. I feel a slow sadness seeping down through my system when I look at what all you have done. The feeling of brokenness begins to crack my walls of pride. I feel gravity lowering my head in shame and my knees bowing my body in humbleness before your love.

The questions roll in like a flood rushing down through the gorge of my mind pounding against the trees swaying them as to the “whys” you did what you did. The “what, when, and where” you would even want to help me overtakes my understanding. My mind is overwhelmed by the crowding thoughts beyond what it can wrap around to understand causing a feeling of numbness.

It is unfathomable you would even care to focus your efforts in my direction. Why would you love me? Why would you give me a second chance? Why do you believe in me? I am the lowest of low and you still reach out to me. I am not worthy. I do not deserve your kindness.

I am sad because of who I am. Of all that I have let down, you are the one most of all I am full of regret and shame. I cannot hide from you. I cannot cover up the things I have done before your eyes. You see me clearly as I am. Yet, you still love me.

Who am I that you would count in your heart worthy of your attention? I have done things that if I were dirt under your feet I would not be worthy of your foot step. Yet, you always reach down with my eyes seeing your open hand inviting me to reach up and you will take care of the rest. You gave me love when no one else would even give me a prayer.

ALL YOU’VE DONE

You have been so good from the beginning. You did not deserve the treatment you received. You created such a beautiful sanctuary. It is really sad to look from this side of the window to “what was” from the “what is” now. All the bad things we do now is unthinkable. Yet, you never gave up on us.

When you came to help me and said, “you’ve tried everything else…try me” I could not stop myself in reading about others you had helped before my time. I have to know more about you.

The very first account recorded of you being in a place to pass your opinion of what should be done to us moved my heart to seeing for the first time “true love“. You stood there with the judgment already passed upon your son and your daughter while the accuser expecting a swift and final decision.

It was almost like you were looking death in the eye telling him to let the one among them who is without guilt pass judgment first backing death off with time. When your son and daughter deserved death, you still reached past their guilt telling them to sin no more that you will come for them one day.

The book is full of your love reaching past people’s weaknesses, evilness, ignorance, doubts, complacency, adultery, murder, lies, betrayals, pridefulness, selfishness, hate, dividing agitators, and many more things that we are guilty also today of the same, if not more.

“My Heart Is Heavy” because all you have done was to try to help us when we are undeserving of your pure, holy, kind, and actions of love. We have through-out time slapped your hand away. We have made up lies trying to handle things our way. We have pretended you are not there lying to ourselves and others about you. We have kicked you out of our schools. We have removed your sayings from our buildings. We have ignored your words to a better life doing what we think is right only to end up under the same situations you warned us about.

How can you love us? How can you tolerate us? Why have you not killed us all? Your love goes beyond all creation. Your love is as deep as your presence, power of life, and knowledge. How can we not be heavy of heart considering a terrible actions and words?

I LOVE YOU

From the very first moment you were asked to judge us in the garden of Eden when we were already condemned to die you passed judgment onto the promise child yet to come. You postponed eternal death to be decided by the one among us who was without sin. You could have sent us out of your presence like you did the devil and his followers immediately, but you didn’t. Why do “I LOVE YOU” is because you loved me when I deserved no love at all, but condemnation.

You loved me in a way no other person did. You loved me for myself and not for the lies of pretending to be something else. You stayed with me when everyone else left. You listened to me when no one else cared about my thoughts and feelings. You gave me a chance when everyone else had given up condemning me as a lost cause. Why do “I LOVE YOU” is a simple answer.

YOU CAME IN PERSON

“My Heart Is Heavy” because when you came in person the treatment you received was undeserved. You put your Spirit inside of one of our slaved bodies to walk among us with your love and you were rejected. You did good deeds to us and was falsely accused. You touched us who were deemed untouchable. You sat with us in our poor homes with others trying to twist your words against you. You blessed our children when others counted them as a nuisance. When we lost our only son you stopped the funeral and brought our son back to us. We had a sick daughter and felt unworthy of your presences in our homes and you spoke your words of healing making our precious little girl well again.

Just like in the beginning you came to us in human form to restore goodness. You did not deserve the treatment you received. You came to return to us a beautiful sanctuary through your pure body of love. It breaks my heart to look through the window of time to the “what was” before we sinned to the “what is” now. What the people of the world is doing is unthinkable. Yet, you never gave up on us.

THE ACCUSER AGAIN

I see you getting up early in the morning with the temple and the people gathering together upon your heart. You make your way to sit among us to share and teach us more about your love. A group of so-called religious leaders disturbed the temple with a scheme against you throwing down a woman in the middle of us all in front of you. They looked into your face saying, “Teacher, this woman has been caught in adultery, in the very act. “Now in the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women; what then do You say?” They wanted to trap you with your answer, but you started writing in the dust on the ground.

After some time had passed you stood up and said to them, “He who is without sin among you, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.” You stooped back down to write in the dust allowing them time to think about your words of spirit and life. They dropped their stones of judgment starting with the oldest to the youngest with their judgments unfulfilled walking away from her.

When you were left alone with her still laying on the ground in her guilt you said to her, “Woman, where are they? Did no one condemn you?” The only answer for her to reply was, “No one, Lord .” Her ears heard her words go out of her mouth that there was no one to condemn her. You placed your words on top of her words with, “I do not condemn you, either. Go. From now on sin no more.” (Jn. 8:1-11)

She confessed she was forgiven by no one being there to condemn her and you released her by your answer of neither do you condemn her to go and sin no more. Your love sees past what the world does not see and answers beyond what the world can perceive. You help us to confess there is no condemnation and then you apply your eternal love of neither do you condemn us.

STAGGERING PARALLEL

Your Spirit stood with Adam and Eve in the middle with the devil on the other side. Adam and Eve stood there condemned to die with the devil waiting and watching for your judgment. The devil expected your Spirit to strike as quickly as you did with him trapping you with your own words to your children. You did not answer in agreement with immediate death. You passed your answer and judgment onto the promised son to be born in the future. You postponed death with time and not immediate eternal damnation.

You stood with your Spirit inside Jesus the man with this woman in the middle and the accusing men on the other side. The woman laying there was condemned to die with the group of men waiting and watching for your judgment. The group of men were expecting to trap you with your words. You did not answer in agreement with immediate death for her, but stooped to write in the dust of the ground. You gave them words that postponed death with time and chased them away.

UNPARALLELED LOVE

All the things that we have put you through-out time is amazing you still love us. You stood there before the devil expecting you to condemn Eve and Adam immediately to eternal death. You were there standing before the men expecting you to condemn the woman immediately to physical and eternal death. Adam, Eve, and the woman were absolutely guilty and rightly so to die. We are them today with the death sentence rightly so upon us to die. I am grateful you are the final word.

God, the Spirit, postponed allowing time from immediate judgment to the Son to decide. The Son, God in the flesh, postponed allowing time to nail all sins to the cross through himself all judgments of sin taking away the power of death, hell, and the grave. You have loved us from the beginning to this present day providing a way for us to escape the death the devil so desires us to experience in hell with him and his followers.

You loved you us so much that you had mercy in speaking your eternal judgment from your Spirit to speaking your judgment through the body you had prepared for yourself known to us as your son because of the man part. You were still 100% God inside a 100% man. This is why for the woman when you did not condemn her you were taking her sin to the cross to cover it with your own blood.

Why would our hearts not be heavy for the price you had to pay for our sins. In all your purity you came down in flesh to walk among our filth for the sole purpose of sin releasing love for us. Your words to those men about that woman caught in sin, “He who is without sin among you, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.” is the same person in the beginning with Adam and Eve. You are the only one among Adam and Eve just like the woman who had the right to throw the first stone of judgment, but you didn’t.

You were the Spirit that gave us life in our bodies made of the dust of the earth. You were the one that created us like children in your image and likeness. You were the one who loved us beyond our failures and shortcomings. You gave us everything to live a good life and we turned our backs on you, but you still came after us to save us. It blows my mind how awesome you are.

I feel so unworthy of your forgiveness. I cannot tell you enough of how I am blessed to be water baptized in the name of Jesus applying that pure blood of the Lamb of God that is in that name over me washing away all my sins and to be filled with the Holy Spirit of God like the disciples on the day of Pentecost (Acts 2:38). Thank you for giving us a second chance and a born again option.

“MY HEART IS HEAVY” with thankfulness and shame that I cannot live a perfect life, but strive to be better everyday. Help us to live a life worthy of your sacrifice and love for us.